I've been trying not to freak out
All it ever does is freak you out
And I'm still sick but now I'm trying to get sober
And I'm not well
As you can tell I've never told anyone
What goes on in my head still scares me to death
What goes on in my head would scare you to death

But I'll try try try
Try try try
Try try try
Not to freak out this time

Try try try
Try try try
Try try try
Not to freak out this time

And here's what scares me to death
Being alone and being alone with you
Heights and the dark
And all the things that I can't seem to let go of

But I'll try try try
But I'll try try try
Try try try
Try try try
Not to freak out this time

Try try try
Try try try
Try try try
Not to freak out this time

Try try try
Try try try
Try try try
Not to freak out this time

Try try try
Try try try
Try try try
Not to freak out this time