Shiloh Dynasty
Committed Not Addicted
(Intro: Lil Uzi Vert & Fetty Wap)
She say I'm insane, yeah
I might blow my brain out (hey)
Xanny, help the pain, yeah
Please, Xanny, make it go away
I'm committed, not addicted, but it keep control of me
All the pain, now I can't feel it
I swear that it's slowin' me, yeah
I'm like "Hey, what's up? Hello"
Seen yo pretty ass soon as you came in the door
I just wanna chill, got a sack for us to roll
Married to the money, introduced her to my stove

(Verse: Timofay)
You see everybody is committed not addicted
Nobody is really addicted, Hmmm
Everyone does it for healing
They don't even care about their feelings
They'd rather get high and forget about it then talk about it
They just gotta accept their depressed and their sad
And that they need some help
"But there ain't nobody out there to help"
That's in their minds
But call the line
So many people care
They may be distant
Nobody will care bout' my health
That's what you think
Everybody is here for you, Everybody cares for you
Everybody want's the best for you and the rest of you
Nobody wants what's left of you
Nobody wants you to go and die
Everybody wants you to be alive
It don't matter if you committed or addicted
Just don't lie
It's not about how the other people see you, It's about how you see you
It's not about how the other people see you, It's about how you see you
You shouldn't do all of these drugs and get drunk every single night
Just so you can forget about the pain of last night
It's not about none of that
None of that's fun
It's not about none of that
None of that's fun
It's about going home and crying to your mom
And confessing all the sins you have done
Nah, It's not even that bad
You just need to accept you need help
Someone to talk to and someone to crawl to
And someone to cry to at night
It's okay man
Just stay alive
Stay here cause I need you
I don't know you but I love you
See they all just need someone to care for them
Be there for them
Nowadays everybody is committed not addicted
Not addicted to drugs just committed, Huh?, Committed
Yeah, I got addicted to Xanax that was five years ago
It was also five tears ago
I'm in deep deep trouble and I need some help
But nobody care's for my health
So I just cry myself to bed, Cry myself to bed
I wish I was dead, So I put a gun to my head
I almost pulled the trigger
But I realized
I'm just committed not addicted
I'm committed, I'm just committed not addicted, I'm committed
I'm committed, I'm just committed not addicted, I'm committed
I'm not even close to addicted so I can quit now
I can do anything I want?, Who Knows
All that matters is what you show

(Outro: XXXTENTACION & Shiloh Dynasty)
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do better than he can
I've been pretty—
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on
I don't wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing
I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you fucked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But n***as been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
Been fucked up since the couple months they had a n***a locked up
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I know you so well (I know you, girl)
I mean, I can do better than he can
I've been pretty—
I know you so well