Chuck Inglish
Past Conversations
She's stressed out, makeup smear from the tears
It's been years since she's trusted someone
And her biggest fear was her peers would find out
No doubt they would gossip
Talking shit behind her back, she know there's no way to stop it
So she'd tell herself to get em
Cause really in this moment, nothing else has felt so right
She takes her heels off "will you hold this as we walk our way home?"
She and both of us confused
Man it doesn't make sense, but we got nothing to lose
We been here before
It was a couple years before
Babe we had it all and let it fall between the cracks
She said "why didn't you call, why you puttin on this act? I put my heart in this relationship you stomped on it in fact
After all we been through, now you acting brand new
Now I gotta new man and we kick it Man U
See I can't I can too
I don't need you anymore I'd be happy if this the final fuckin time I see you"
I say "fuck him, he ain't me and he don't see you how I see you"
She say "after all the lies now you expect me to believe you?"
I said "even if you don't, you know the truth deep in your chest"
She said "this shit ain't the same"
I said "but I know you the best. All the stories used to bore me, but before you walk away, let me finish, let me finish girl, I got something to say...I think about you everyday, this feeling never goes away, why'd you play with my emotions? Why'd you say those things you say?"
She say "okay but you're forgetting everything wasn't so peachy. All the lies you used to tell, plus the shitty ways you'd treat me. Yeah, the beginning it was great. And we had this crazy bond but what makes you think that the pros would overwhelm all of the cons? Cause the past is the past, yeah we tried to make it last. And I laugh because here you are and when I'm gone you want it back cause you want what you can't have, and it's sad you didn't see, that you had it all along so now I'm gone and let me be please."