East on the Black Coast
Everything She Was
[Verse 1]
She is the most beautiful creature i’ve ever met
The permanent picture inside my head
I pretend i’m not in love, in fact i’m lost
Forgot about myself, i don’t regard the cost
Her beauty so soft, her character so hard
Her attitude childish, her views still so smart
A perfect definition of art, inked on her arm
Her expression so cold, her company so warm​
By my side, no one will bother you, listen
I’m no father to you, but girl i'll keep you safe
Behave childish and i love you like a daughter
Say a bad word and i’ll wait for another
Stimulate conflicts, and i love you like a brother
You’re my soulmate on the same mental state
Insane how we don’t shade during our time together
You’re an encrypted letter, but i understand how u feel
For real!
I’m not sarcastic when i say these hoes plastic
No matter what lip stick, no matter how dressed up
In the morning with your hair all messed up
And a sleepy pretty face
I can't find enough ways
To express, theres nothing more beautiful around this place...

[Verse 2]
Look your dark eyes, i said you’re a work of art
You’re a work of art that needs just a spark
To become what you was meant to be
Your ideas, your dreams, girl come on, set them free
To rise above our current situation
Stucked in a hopless location
We have to put in work our imagination
How is it possible to find in you so much inspiration?!
​Distance and temptation, mother and father of creation
There is nothing i can’t afford, as long as i have your support
Fuck a office, fuck an airport
Let’s move on! Life is fucking short
​Girl, i have this dream about us
You are my beauty, i’m your beast
Everybody try to put us down
We have our backs at least
Peace in my soul given by your touch
Your lips on mine, why do i love it so much?
I dream about you since the first time we dated
I use simple words cuz' love is uncomplicated
I write a song for you, I kill another track
How could i not if you got my back?
You affect me in a way unknown to men
If you are Eminem, my name would be "STAN"
If you are a star girl, guess i’m your biggest fan
​Is this the plan? You do things i can’t understand
Because of you i know what they were talking about
Love, yeah girl, you should be proud
I knowed from the start
You’re an adorable fusion of childish and smart
Your smile, your talents, your abilities
Fuck college degrees, you can be great
That’s why you’re a target of hate
You don’t realize, but people feel your fate
Since you came, the last think i want is getting laid
It’s different since you’re a soulmate
But wait
I know you don’t share what i say
No matter what is coming up, i’ll stay
For dark nights, theres a brighter day…

[Verse 3]
You say we’re friends, so why does it ends?
Do you know for what friendship stands?
Who took care of you? Who helped you through?
It’s no poem, i have to say something new
Your ignorance gave me the spark to take back my heart
I’m nothing special to you while you’re everything
I was ready to sink without to fucking blink
So don’t tell me, dear, what the fuck you think!
Do you believe in me like i believe in you?
Where was you when i was pushing through?
I'm not perfect, at times i don't realize what i do
You reflected me, back then i had no clue
I wish the impossible? Let's keep it positive
I can't take anything from you, girl i'm no thief
All i wanted was to restore belief, for a minute ignore the pain
Let us play a game! Your inner child has to remain
If i could grab you and drag you out of this situation
Plan the immigration, you and me, no longer patient
My presence of an obsessive psychopath
Faded away the intentions that i had
You told me i want sex, you compared me with your Ex
You didn't reply to my text, so theres no next
Disrespect all you show, while i deleted my ruthless flow
I'm can't say you're a hoe, but you played me out
I never made a sound, why you had to talk about?
To colleagues you claim to hate? Damn, you're fake
My worship you can take? Let me walking by your side?
After that let me slide as a villian, the completely opposite?!
The whole time i thought, it's me - the source of pain
Until i found out about your double game...
I never break my word, the story remains untold
You're no more worth to be hold, too cheap to be sold
The fault is my own, revenge inside my head
But instead of being like you, rather i'll be fucking DEAD....

[Outro]
Touches? Can i get some?
I wish i was handsome...
I wish my self-control was strong...
Low confidence, no snow white smile
It won’t take a while...
Until you leave me to scroll your profile
But what did i expected? You’re out of my league
Blame it on myself, me and my greed
Why should an angel play with a beast?
I can’t say that i’m worth at least
You’re a work of art, so capable
The darkness we share, so relatable
It won’t last forever once you start to grind
You’ll find out what i had in mind
After the night comes a day bright
Turning me into a shadow beside
Your beauty will glow
Show after show
Bro, look at the TV!
That’s the girl i had the luck to know...