Eldest 11
Message To U
The nothing was never right
The nothing is real
And childhood hurts to remember
You cried a sullen tear to release my fears in here
I'm incapable of tears and I'll climb the ladder I fear
Hoping I can find love but not in you! You!

Somehow I wish there was more to this....More to this!
And I corrupt it!
And I bury it!
And I breathe life into it!
When I need it!

This is my message to U!
Why do I feel forsaken?
When you're only teaching me
What's the use in me?
To rape my memories?
To give me an eternal sting
How do I compensate for the loss
Of a broken memory?

Somehow I wish there was more to this....More to this!
And I corrupt it!
And I bury it!
And I breathe life into it!
When I need it!

Some of these people are so ungrateful!
It only stings for a moment!
Some of these people are so ungrateful!
That we she stings it's forever!