Eldest 11
Path Finder
I can hope....
You can hate and abuse me, but I'm still in love.....
You can hate and abuse me, but I'm still in love.....

I'm in love with the memories of how you use to be
And everything that you did to help me further myself
I'm just a sentimental clown
Looking at the ground, thinking where I'd be if I....
Didn't meet you, didn't love you
Didn't know what the world was like through you....
You helped me shape my mind
I failed to notice the signs. (I FAILED)
It was the best and worst of times

I took a long hard road....back to me
And yes I've seen the faded photographs
I've burned so many
But the past is the past! Don't come crawling back!

I know what it takes
You only want what you can't have
But I'm beyond your reach now, and you can be mad
But I couldn't see the forest from the trees
No these weren't wasted days
Even though you took a part of me
No, No, No these weren't wasted days
But it's time for me to leave and let go

Now I'm thinking straight
I gave you time to decide
But I’ll keep your memories alive

Goodbye
That comes as no surprise
Love either grows or it dies
But still, I'm moving on with my life

I took a long hard road....back to me
And yes I've seen the faded photographs
I've burned so many
But the past is the past! Don't come crawling back!

I know what it takes
You only want what you can't have
But I'm beyond your reach now, and you can be mad
But I couldn't see the forest from the trees
No these weren't wasted days
Even though you took a part of me
No, No, No these weren't wasted days
But it's time for me to leave and let go
You can hate and abuse me, but I'm still in love.....
(not with you but the memories.)
You can hate and abuse me, but I'm still in love.....