Yxng Maz
HARA$$ED
I bet you've never met this kid
See he was bullied since the age of 5 or 6
If that was a simple as being hit with twigs
Or as extreme as broken bones and being burnt with cigs
The thought of it makes me sick
Taking the piss
Different style of clothing
Different life route chosen
The area that his homes in
Being left bruised and swollen
See he never asked to be born in his life
And now he has been he wishes that he died
No point in living if all he is dead inside
Having to tell his parents that he is fine, its all alright
Despite the fight going on in his mind
Another day back at school
Where he would listen to the remarks being shone down on his name
How he was so fucked up and lame thats what all the people were sayin'
Everytime the kids got called in all they would say is that they're playin'
Now its alright cause its just a game
At least thats what the teachers would say
Everyday he would go home and practice his aim
Not in real life we're talking in a video game
A place to ease his mind
Take it off of life
Where he could begin to feel fine
Until a group of kids decided to arrive
Outside his window
Throwing stones within the crack that lead straight in
Hit him in the face as tears fell and hung from his chin
He screamed out
"My dads gotta gun and im gonna get that shit if you dont run"
The kids scurried off in an instance
Just enough to be in a safe distance
The gun he spoke about was one his dad got from his mum for christmas
A mac 11, one bullet to the brain to send them straight to heaven
The next day he awoke early in the morning, just about to turn seven
When he ran to his dads room to see where the tool was hidden
Reached right inside and there before his eyes was the weapon
Of mass destruction yet how was he going to disguise
The firearm, all he could think about how the kids
Were going to fly apart when he let the fire on
So in his bag he placed it
His heart was racing
Whilst waiting for the bus he was pacing
Back and forth
Ready to open fire onto a new war
Yet one where nobody was sure
What the fuck was happening
All they knew was that they were trapped in
All of them panicking
The whole journey there he stayed planning
Who was first, which person did the most damage
It was all thought out
As he stepped right down
Straight into the halls
Where he held his ground
He let the fire bell sound
As the kids ran out
The gun let loose
On every fucker that was in his view
The clip was changed so he could induce more pain
He sprayed them bullets made it look like rain
The feeling he began to crave
Watching them all drop to the floor where they'd then be put into a grave
The blue lights turned up outside to try and save
Any human left in the estate
The place was left in a state
Bullets and bodies left in piles
Blood flowing resembling the river nile
Its all you could see for fucking miles
As the police came crashing in
They saw the kid sat there finger on the trigger
Barrel aimed at his own damn chin
As he began to let out small bursts of cries
The police screamed dont shoot we can save your life
The words coming out their mouths were all lies
His body began to shake
As hes finger clenched up on the trigger
He needed to pull it for his own sake
One last bullet in the chamber
He pulled it and the blood that came from his brain instantly turned into a vapor
And left a layer all over the floor
And for the kids left well there was no remainder
He left everyone dead with no disclaimer
This whole time all he needed was a saviour