Under the stars I look at my scars what could have been now you just a friend
Reach for the moon and fell too soon I looked what could have been when you loved me back then
Back in the day when we used to slay you gave me joy then you play me like a toy
How could it be you didn't want me now I see you're living free

What can I say I don't want to stay. What can I say I don't want to play. What can I say without you today
How can it be him over me maybe one day I'll live to see
How can it be him over me maybe in my dreams it's mean't to be

Wish that one day I would wake up with me and you all laid up

Just a boy toy turned into a toy boy