R-Mean
This Side Of Me
Verse 1:

They say that tears are God's gift to us, they heal as they flow like holy water
What I feel in my soul is only darker
These emotions run deep, they drilling through my cage
They never spill on my cheeks, they spilling on the page
Why am I still awake, the whole night's gone
Cuz angels can't sleep when devils leave the porch light on
I hear them whisper, staring at me with jealous eyes
They talk filthy
This battlefield left me paralyzed, walk with me
Became an insomniac cuz these fuckers slept on me
I resurrected just cuz they was wishing death on me
My next steps was cursed like there's a hex on me
I can"t right my wrongs, I turned left homie
But it was right turn only
I might burn slowly
And my entire life turned lonely
Dear Lord, I'm tryna learn, coach me
My head is frying
Shhhhh , listen closely
You can hear the devil crying

Hook:
Honestly I done been crying all day
I feel these demons creeping up and they don't play
And I'm just scared of this side of me, Lord
Said I'm just scared of this side of me Lord
So honestly I done been crying all day
I feel these demons creeping up and they don't play
And I'm just scared of this side of me, Lord
You should be scared of this side of me, dawg