(I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt, and sadness
coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river)


Is this revenge I am seeking?
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox
I want to set myself free



Maybe I should chase and find before they try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet


It's been so long
Since last I have seen my son lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder
The sanity of your mother



I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring with a pack of snakes


Your sweet little eyes
Your little smile is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper


Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger
I'm sorry my sweet baby
I wish I'd been there


It's been so long
Since last I have seen my son lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder
The sanity of your mother