[Verse 1]
Yo, I don’t know what I’d be saying
I can’t keep this up like I’m gaming
No time to be chilling or laying around
Bound to the trap of being so down
Maybe I should research and read more
That way I don’t have to be so bored
Right? Always talking, rhyming, and writing
So boring that I’ve lost my passion for writing
I keep biting the hand that feeds me
I feel so shameful, I act so selfishly
While everyone is slowly tryna get better
I’m here rapidly getting worse
Stuck in the bottom that’s here
Anxiety is such a horrible curse of fear
Doesn’t everything feel like the same?
Doesn’t everything here feel so cliché?
Wait no, that doesn’t sound right
Mic check 3, 2, 1, no fights
Uh, I’ve been in this situation
No sort of patience in my patients
And that goes for me too I can’t wait
Who cares about fate if I’m late
Talk the talk I don’t walk the walk
I hate when people decide to go on a stalk
Locked in a comatose phase right?
Tryna fly away but I’m tied like a kite
Starting to lose sight my hands aren’t slight
In the house and I always eat the rice
Friends gone so now I gotta get it
Out here on the streets go and get it
Live it I’m so insane, insanity guy
My school studying should’ve been more fly
Why? I don’t know, I guess ambition
Keep chasing and not ready to listen
I need to calm my mind, calm my heart
And edit the words when I craft my art
Yeah, so faithful, I wanna be that
No time to waste I think I'mma leave that
Let’s do it, no more time left
I guarantee that I’ll give it my best
I don’t want it in with you guys anyway
Do me, do me, do it through my way
Poor man, rich man, they all suffer
Mix it all up to a bigger problem blender
I’m tired of all this, yeah man
Said that already and I spit spam
Can I ever get some sort of break
Working 24/7 is working pretty late
State of my mind is breaking down
Tears of a clown so all I do is frown
Yeah man I’m so out of it
Believe it I’m so out of it
You can say that you’re proud of me
But never did you ever believe in me
Support doesn’t count that not’s it
Get the clues straight and get a fix
I’ve been in this thing for too long
Been doing this thing for way too long
Strong willed is what I want and needed
Or else I will always feel defeated
They all send me away saying good luck
But when I reach it then they say what up
So please don’t come running back
I'm a let you know now that I don’t feel that