Embedded into these streets
Living the rock hard life
But its alright
Cause' I grew up when I was young
Had no time for play no fun
No real job
Just keep telling myself this hustlin' got to pay
There's always that one way to end the solution
To your pollution
Once you meet that lady rather your cured or back in the mental institution
But its all worth it cause it was the only pride left in me
Got a chance to tell all my boys that I wasn't loved until now
And that's when I started living free
One day its gang bangin', then next is giving up slangin'
What's left is her to find out that's my only money source
Im not like everyone else
I don't got any checks to endorse
Working fast food doesn't compare to a man that sells
Was never made for school to go back for another course
Stuck again in my actions
I let it happen
Now gotta hear how life is about balance, but I was never good with fractions
God help me move on

HOOKx2

God send me a pair of wings and a shield
A off hand weapon I can wield
Lives lined up in the front line
Im scared
This could be my time

This morning I got a text that nearly split my hairs
She isn't talking to me cause of my awful rage
How the hell am I supposed to get through this stage
I can't make shit disappear im not a mage
Oh god Oh god im screwed
Gave everything up for her
Looks like im ending up in the bunker
Two time failure
One as a school flunker
Another as a played player
Some one pass me a loaded 9
And take me away
Before all that let me sniff this line
Deprived from movin' on
Shit, you talked and I did nothing but screw up a fourth time
Now im gonna handle this an old way
Put a blind fold on that evil eye
And shoot it for a fifth time
Motherfuckers ran out of luck on their 3rd line
Stability lost control for the 3rd time
Shit, im going to just do what they all say
And keep movin' on

HOOKx2