[INTRO: SAINTFED]
Look, lots of garbage stuck in my head
I just wanna to get rid all of it
Here we go...
[VERSE 1: SAINTFED]
I guess that no more sad in my apartment all i've said
You can believe or not, but all this bullshit i had!
Now my life's goin' on, and gettin' better than it ever been
But i don't know what will happen in 10 years, i will see
I also keep movin' through hedges of my whole life
And tryin' to hide everything behind my own life!
All bad things, bad thoughts, bad news about me, but
At this time all good things i'm tryin' to use and livin'
In the real life, dismiss past from my mind
I keep goin' ahead and see away a tunnel's light. It's a sigh
Think i found a way out of this situation tonight
No one can judge at this life for my deeds
Only God can judge, and point me all this shit
But God... Why did you do my family members so early had gone?
I don't know. Now layin' at cemetery, feedin' the worms
People are stompin' that place, everywhere are crosses and tombstones!
[Chorus: SAINTFED]
I'm tellin' story of my life (this is my life)
At this time i still got something to say
I never wanted change my life, (because)
This is my every day, this is my pathway
[VERSE 2: SAINTFED]
I tried many times make myself another personality
But now i realized should to be in the reality
Such like i have now, with this fuckin' loyalty!
I cut the heads off after drop'em in the my basement
Human heads tried to cheat me - that's my testament
Everyday create disasters, make scars on my destiny
Yeah, i was doing bad things the day before yesterday
At such moments i'm not glad, feel weak myself it's so bad!
I keep it to myself and weird thoughts visit my mind
Cuz i'm sick, but i'm a soldier and supposed to fight
I must to pray God for my sins, cleanse my soul of tears
It's duties sack i picked it up, pullin' it everywhere
But voices around me whisperin' -"drop it right there"
But i just need some help to take it and throw in the pit
I also didn't visit the church long time ago
So tomorrow i'll gо and throw off bad thoughts that i know...
[Chorus: SAINTFED]
I'm tellin' story of my life (this is my life)
At this time i still got something to say
I never wanted change my life, (because)
This is my every day, this is my pathway
[VERSE 3: SAINTFED]
A few days ago i was wastin' time in the hospital
I wanted escape from it, but this is my last fall
After i go to the mirror to fight with myself
I look so pitiful and weak that i'm sick of that hell!
See my reflection, and i still got the same questions...
I guess my life's like a circle, each day like yesterday
I tried to break it, but now i know it's pathway
I believe in God, in fate and all i do!
But i don't know whether i'm doing, about these lines i guess too
In my past i've been free and been happy so much
But now i'm like in the cage, had captured single touch
But i didn't surrender! cuz i know that defender
Protectin' my thoughts, my views from other decisions
That bringin' me troubles, that's why i block these collisions
And i'm not complain for everything look so
All this things i can describe a few words - this is my life!
[Chorus: SAINTFED]
I'm tellin' story of my life (this is my life)
At this time i still got something to say
I never wanted change my life, (because)
This is my every day, this is my pathway
