[Verse 1]
I've begged for death one too many times
Singing and screaming these useless rhymes
But this time I'll take control
I'll lay down and accept my role

[Pre-Verse]
My heart is turning fucking black
You had your fingers crossed behind your back
My heart is turning fucking black

[Chorus]
I'm screaming olly olly oxen free
Cause I can't find my sanity
Where could it be?
Is this even me? Is this even me?

[Verse 2]
I'm not suicidal I swear
Oops I forgot that I don't care
To appease your standards
To be the better man
Withering dry doing everything I can
I don't get shit back
And I'm tired of that
Because everything you hate in me is everything you lack

[Chorus]
I'm screaming olly olly oxen free
Cause I can't find my sanity
Where could it be?
Is this even me? Is this even me?

[Pre-Verse]
Get up
Get out

[Pre-Verse]
Fuck me till I can think again
Fuck me till I can feel again
Fuck me till I can feel

[Verse 3]
My world's collapsed
So it's time to relapse
Where I shut myself down
And pull apart the scraps
So long who you knew
Cause I changed before you withdrew
It's true, I'm through, I have no clue who I am
Just a useless fucking shell of a bitter broken man
I hate my own head
I wish I was dead
I dream of knives and blood dripping red (dripping red)
This isn't a scene from a silver screen
And there's no fucking way to wipe myself clean
The pieces I stole just turned into coal
Always knew it was my role
Always knew I was a dead soul