It seems like every single time I get through to these fucking people
They look at me like I’m a stranger crying in the fetal
They tell me that I’m hot I tell them that I’m not
But deep down I know I’m as hot as a stove top

They tell me that I’m strong
They’re singing with every song and
I’m the reason they won’t take a hit out of the bong
But little do they know they are stronger than their own idol
Cause half of these thoughts are borderline suicidal

And these preachers don’t seem to understand
That I don't care
Either God’s not real or the fucker was never there
Because it seems like he never had a second to spare
To answer one stupid little kid with a prayer
Whose brother and mother would be screaming at each other
Whose real parents we're a mystery
He's strange no wonder

Whose thoughts we're upheld
And his head just like thunder
Until he couldn’t take it and he hid under his cover
And his world was collapsing just outside of his door
His mom and his dad were filing for divorce
They argued every night and it became very apparent
That soon he would be losing yet another set of parents

So imagine how that ended up his mind here was dying
How could he know love when fear is all that he finds?
How they split and they never gave a good reason
How could they let their love die this was such a treason!

Survivor syndrome is what these people label it
Says I shouldn't've lived when my friends couldn’t handle it
And with that on my mind I still try to act casual
Cause all these fucked up thoughts make me an animal

It is impractical for me to feel valuable
In fact that’s the only thought of mine that’s rational
And I’ve been used like hell that’s how I got here
To where I’m spitting my writings better than last year

And I’m a cocky fuck but I’ll admit that
And if you doubt me then you really betta get back
It’s immature of your to try and bring my mind down
I’ve seen my friends fall back while I gained ground

And I’m no angel I fucked up and I’m human
But cut me a little slack since I’m stuck in this confusion
I wanna break down but all these people here are listening

Fuck it. You can’t hear the tears on my cheek glistening

Help me
So I scream Help Me
So I scream Help Me
Please Help Me
Help Me
So I scream Help Me
So I scream Help Me
Please Help Me
Help Me