Yung Ro (STL)
Pain & Depression
[Yung Ro]
Dear Serenity, I'm sorry I'm just doing what I got to
And this is the truth, your daddy loved you before you saw you
I just wanted you to shine, daddy grew up too hard
With no friends no money, just brought me closer to God
And I can't stop thinking, that I won't live too long
But if you ever miss your papa, just listen to his song
But don't listen to me wrong, understand my love
Critics may judge the way I speak, and classify me as a thug
A nobody loud mouth, who just won't shut up
Full of pain full of love, full of drugs fucked up
What's up, Yung Ro put his life on wax
I ain't no rapper feel my pain, now put some mics on that
You can't disappoint me, I'm a man you a man
But you ain't God and you ain't me, so I don't expect you to understand
I see evil painting pictures, in my head so clear
Voices plotting on my soul, I swear I felt it in my ear
I wanna live a normal life, but dog a n***a doubt it
I done got so use to being high, I can't see a regular life without it
Dear God I'm scared to die, but I'm ready to kick it with you
But I know you will never call me name, until you say I'm through
But until then it's fuck everybody, I love nobody
Call that damn Ro, Rizzo Mr. Nobody
I can't even trust my dogs, cause they don't love me
I try again and again, but somebody always fuck me
They say I'm lucky, you blessed cause God chose you
But I wonder if they had the chance, would they try to switch shoes
Dear God it hurts so bad, when nobody loves you
Sometimes I wish I didn't love em, cause they couldn't hurt me like they do
So look at me full of hate, full of love gone crazy
Just me and my baby, one deep with my 3-80
N***as shady, so I been kicking it with nobody lately
Praying for my loved ones, and even the motherfuckers that hate me
I am love I am pain, depressed and hoping
I am anger Yung Ro, I'm a walking emotion