I'm diving in the waters
Diving in I hope I suffocate my problems (I've got problems on my mind)
I'm diving in the waters
Diving in I hope I suffocate my problems (My problems gotta die)
I'm diving in the waters
Diving in I'm sorry that I let you down momma (I never meant to make you cry)
I'm diving in the waters
Diving in I'm sorry that I let you down momma (I only wanna see you smile)
Pop a pill for the pain (poppin xans and the percs)
Take a shot to the brain (I feel the pain and it hurts)
Now I'm feeling rejuvenated (reborn)
Repeat the process again (I'm gone)
Pop a pill for the pain (poppin xans and the percs)
Take a shot to the brain (I feel the pain and it hurts)
Now I'm feeling rejuvenated (reborn)
Repeat the process again (I'm gone)

Not many could rake a mile in these shoes
Not many could fake a smile with these blues
He limping side to side and the he bruised, from the drink that he brews
Around the time momma was quotin Hebrews
"Keep your life free from the love of money"
I say fuck momma you sounding funny
If that's the cost of a seat up in heaven for me
Then I'm a prostitute, I'm fucked for the love of money
Fucked for the love of pain, self induced
Drowning in the water no swimsuit
The misuse, of products that are profuse, will prolly lead to recluse
Feeling like the ugly duckling, I found solace in the grey goose
Get it?
I prefer to be alone, not condescending
Just a lot of people hear but then only me demons listen
Listen closely to my cries and you can hear the serpent hissing
They possess me, I ain't even got my soul in my possession

Old habits die hard
Feeling like they all tryna jab at my heart
Insecurities, bottling
See I'm drowning in these bottles man
All I ever needed was someone to find some solace in. Word