It’s hard to write when everybody think I’m faking
All my feeling everywhere like it’s some kind of painting
Gotta save my energy when I feel like it’s wasted
Can’t deal with the fact you you left standing when I waited
Now all my wishes in cart
I can’t even trust my heart
Used to say this gon be easy
Now It’s getting really hard
You wanna talk
Where do I start
Built a love without your part
All my pieces were together but you’re breaking them apart
Woah
It’s been a long time
How do you do
I trust your life is getting better with a comfortable view
I know my life is getting bumpy
Just the things we go through
It would help to have a hug
But I forgot that we’re through
I scroll through IG
I got no one at home
Come pick me up when I’m all stupid
So I won’t feel alone
And i js hide behind a smile It’s better than getting stoned
And don’t you dare say that you’re there for me cause I’m on my own
I’m on my own wave
Say that flow better than me
I let my ego in control and now you’re my enemy
I hate the fact that you’re with someone that is better than me
It’s getting stupid and retarded
J can’t fathom to grieve
Loaded I’m just shooting stars
Breaking down while I’m at mars
I’m not underrated cause I haven’t really worked that hard
Tinted windows on car
If I see you from afar
I end up holding your hand when everything seems to be dark
Hold my hand
Are you leaving or with me
Can’t be super difficult if we do it quickly
I got demons in my head and they’re not so friendly
It’s been a while since I have loved someone deeply
It’s been a long time
How do you do
I trust your life is getting better with a comfortable view
I know my life is getting bumpy
Just the things we go through
It would help to have a hug
But I forgot that we’re through
I scroll through IG
I got no one at home
Come pick me up when I’m all stupid
So I won’t feel alone
And I just hide behind a smile It’s better than getting stoned
And don’t you dare say that you’re there for me cause I’m on my own
I’m on my own wave
Say that flow better than me
I let my ego in control and now you’re my enemy
I hate the fact that you’re with someone that is better than me
It’s getting stupid and retarded
I can’t fathom to grieve