This is a love song…

Ha Ha…

I wanna commit suicide and make everyone
Blame themselves for what I did to myself
You cannot understand, what it takes for me to
Make it through each day, decaying my mental health

You’ve already bled me dry, of the little love
I had left inside my heart, now I wanna die
You’ve already let me believe in something I
Should have never believed, because it was a lie

If you loved me you would consult me now
Allow me to cry in your lap, stroking my brow
Drying my eyes with your sleeve for a towel
I bellow from the boughs, for my fears and my doubts

Out in the open I’m waving a white flag
Got god fucking with me from up in the clouds
Send me an angel deranged in the mental
Of age to make a brother get sentimental

Put me in a rubber room so anything I do
To myself will be inconsequential

I wanna commit suicide and make everyone
Blame themselves for what I did to myself
You cannot overstand, what it takes for me to
Make it through each day, my life on the save shelf

Bargain basement, emotion are cheap and you
Toy with my inner peace, breaking my frame
I’m damaged goods, I’ve been tainted deduced
Aggravated, abused, they throw dirt on my name

One day you love me the next day you disappear
Did I imagine you? Tell me I’m sane
Tell me I’m crazy, as long as you tell me
My soil is lifeless, your voice is deranged

Tears in your absence, I fear for your happiness
Why am I hollow now? Have you forgotten me?
I’m just a void, I could swallow the universe
You’re somewhere loving the man that I wanna be

I wanna commit suicide and make everyone
Blame themselves for what I did to myself
You cannot understand, what it takes for me to
Make it through each day, decaying my mental health

You’ve already bled me dry of the little love
I had left inside my heart now I wanna die
You’ve already let me believe in something I
Should have never believed because it was a lie

Because it was a lie, because it was a lie, because it was a lie