Verse 1:
Perhaps it’s a delusion I make
That been gettin’ bitches wildin’ while I’m gettin’ the cake
Stop it Coelis you’re just trippin, go and take a quick break
A broken heart to heal is what I fix when I’m awake
She left me stranded on my mental island far away
Remember chillin’ talkin’ bout your beauty by the lake
A glisten in your eye is what I live for, that’s all I’m left to say
Forbidden lovin’ while I’m stunnin’ that’s what I want you to take
I’m left to feelin’ sad and lonely on this gloomy day
The sun is shinin’ on the other days, yet today it’s lookin’ gray
I just want to hold you tightly in my grasp and never let you go
But I’m way too damn aware that I will never have you babe
I miss your smoothest skin, and the cutest little smile
You told me that you wanted me but let’s just take it slow
For you my angel I will run it through the green mile
And never stand down when you’re needin’ my support
But they’re just memories and melodies, that I will only know
Through the hours days and months, I’ve been growin’ new styles
I’ve been changin’ up my ways now I have somethin’ to show
I got up off my ass and went and got my shit together
To snap it on some new shit in a foreign nation unknown to the world
It’s all I’m left to do now that I’m missin’ my friends
Put it right into perspective, I been rappin’ for two years
Went through so much pain and agony I put into my music
Lost so many people on the journey, that’s what won’t cohere
And honestly I’m happy where I’m at cause I have better peers
A future on a stage in New York City is what I will dream of
At least for now I gotta make that distance wish me luck my love