Intro:
I gotta get some things off my chest before summer ends you know?
Here we go

Verse 1:
Called my friends told em wait, Jay’s coming back before summer break
Cold nights no light in summer days
Depre just say you killing Jay
Eyes on the road but they roadblocks
Now playing Jane is no fun
Mom saying no I say how come?
Thinking my life has gone numb
2017 was a re-do
2018 just a refuel
Grades spiked low that’s what we do
Failed 3 classes but we ain’t fool
Mama be so mad she said why the fuck
I look her in the eyes say why not?
Next 8 years are in place now
And I just rather stay loud
I got friends on my phone tryna make amends
Shit may fall before summer ends
Focused on a goal that may never be
Only thing left to do is to believe
Been working hard and it only me
Is this what it take to make a dream?
Maybe, but I just never know
Why words so soft but heart is cold
I’m going up for guidance
My words they speak silent
If I stay with my meds
Then, we definitely getting the apartment
No flow but I say fuck Andres
And Peter Michael he gone say
"I ain’t staying for shit fuck you thought jay
I’m getting me a foreign fiance
No Kim, Kylie or Yonce
So I say fuck the apartment
And I say fuck all the nonsense
Better now, if I go with the crowd
I know my fall won’t be so damn loud
I know my fall won’t be so damn loud
Asking for you but asking for me
At the end of the day who I’m gonna be"

Bridge:
I've been thinking about my life for the last couple days, you know?
Time's running out
And I don't really know what I'll the next couple of days
Most likely, waste summer away
I thought about killing myself multiple times before
But tonight, I seriously thought about killing you
Premeditated murder

Verse 2:
I called up my loved ones, I called up my cousins
I called up the Muslims, said I'm 'bout to go dumb
Get so bright, it's no sun, get so loud, I hear none
Screamed so loud, got no lungs, hurt so bad, I go numb
Time to bring in the drums, that prrt-pu-pu-pum
Set the NewTone on 'em, set the nuke off on 'em
I need coke with no rum, I taste coke on her tongue
I don't joke with no one, they'll say he die so young
I done had a bad case of too many bad days
Got too many bad traits, used the floor for ashtrays
I don't do shit halfway, I'ma clear the cache
I'ma make my name last, put that on my last name