My life is kinda strange
I'm up all night and day
Looking for a way to make it all ok
People go away
Friendship getting strained
Looking for a way to make it all ok
And it's no secret I'm really getting fed up
And it's no secret you gotta keep your head up

A n***a like to dunk when I should've made the layup
You think the choices that I make will never pay up
I know I made you see a lot of tears and smeared makeup
Over two things we never see, happiness and breakup

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People stay all in my business
Want to be here for my n***as
My mother texting me scriptures
Like don't be next to them sinners
Forgetting that I am the biggest
Praying for me like I'm Atheist
The nights are the brightest
The days are the rainiest
Always ducking in shady shit
God damn had to cut everyone in my radius
I know I promised to call
And when it's time to talk
Every call gets ignored
I take it for granted and I push it off 'til tomorrow
So I tried to slow down
I hope you know now
I want to appreciate you
I guess I don't know how

My life is kinda strange
I'm up all night and day
Looking for a way to make it all ok
People go away
Friendship getting strained
Looking for a way to make it all ok
And it's no secret I'm really getting fed up
And it's no secret you gotta keep your head up

I'd rather shoot the jumper instead of me assisting
Then blame it on everybody else if I miss it
I would rather run for President before I be a mayor
That's why I ran through every groupie looking at me like a saviour

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Then I'm out like a crook
Girls mad I don't post on the book with pictures of them
So when people look, they think we're an item and I'll try to buy it
I wasn't born yesterday
Regret is one thing I will never say
Hoping for better days
Sorry pop, but your son was a renegade
But I couldn't put that on my resume
You tried to get me that job in the warehouse
But lifting up boxes wasn't an option
Your kid was a rocket, I needed the stars
Your son had a product I wanted to sell
But you sent me to college I needed this music
My n***as was popping, you were disappointed
I drained my pockets
Surrounded by heathens
I'm just being honest cuz

My life is kinda strange
I'm up all night and day
Looking for a way to make it all ok
People go away
Friendship getting strained
Looking for a way to make it all ok
And it's no secret I'm really getting fed up
And it's no secret you gotta keep your head up