Living in a generation, where only comments getting explanation
Tryna keep my mental patience I'm a mental patient though
I ain't hesitating though, wish i would though
Feelin hurt, i don't know the origin that be the worst
Lets just keep on pourin see who feel it first
That's how whiskey and relationships and feelings work

I know how I feel
That ain't who I am
I been looking back
Trying to understand
I wish I could cry
But yall made me a man
So I just wonder why
I be the way I am

Therapist say I got trauma
Manager said I need commas
I just really think I need solace
Someday really wish I didn't make all these promises
I go for drinks every night that I don't want
At what point am I an alcoholic
Say what you want but my whole childhood
Bitch I was a target, I can't call it

When I was 11 got robbed now my man's pops
Then I was alonе at the end of the day
Knеw it's only me and I couldn't count on shit
That's really real
Got a girl I'm so in love with
But I'm afraid I'll be her everything
Guess that's why I always joke about wedding rings
Cuz I'm afraid ima love her but in the long run...
Broken clocks are right twice a day so twice a day I feel present
Looking for love amongst likes and favs tell me how I'm supposed to find friendship
Ima stop giving my 2 cents no matter what they go with consensus
I just ant someone to say i see you and mean it is that too intensive?
I ain't paid rent to my mind in a long time
I think it's time to go offline
Ive been having a hard time (i ain't have no metaphor there that's just real)
Used to saying right things at the wrong time
At least I won't be better than I was
I used to think I better be discussed
Now I wanna just be I ain't settling for buzz