Lately I've been smoking more than ever
Drinking more than ever
Never showing that I'm broken
Over-thinking more than ever

I'm just hoping it gets better
But I'm ready if it doesn’t
Being sober for an hour
2 years what I wasn’t

All bad good for nothing, I've been stuck in my past
I wanna die soon… plus I know it's coming fast
DUI number 3 drunk hoping I crash
Made this music from my heart always hoping it last

So you could learn from it, maybe help you to grow
Cause I've been through the kind of shit that no one ever should know
Was a man at 15 taught to never let it show
Had to get it on my own, so myself is who I owe

You could tell by the flow I put years in this shit
How I'm supposed to talk to God if he ain't hearing this shit
Plus the weed and Hennessy it's near when I mix
I said that I'll be gone a week I'm disappearing for 6

Through the worst baby, I been going through it
Told her that she shouldn’t love me but she gonna do it
Roll my weed poppin pills we be slowly moving
Then we going back and forth showing no improvement