Loving you was the hardest thing I ever had to do

To this day
I’m still not sure
How I swam to the ocean floor
And still got back to you
On the shoreline

If it came down to wants and needs
I’d still need you, endlessly
Something about you makes my heart beat

Maybe it’s your storm
Maybe it’s the way you made me feel torn
And insecure
Maybe it’s walls you built up
Maybe it’s the way you talk
The way you move
Maybe it’s the way
I’ll never be close enough
I’ll never be close enough to you

Things got harder
Your light got darker
I barely knew who I was talking to
I hoped that you’d come around
This whole time you tore me down
I couldn’t make a sound

And if it came down to you and me
I’d still pick “us” endlessly
There’s still a part of me that believes

Maybe it’s your storm
Maybe it’s the way you made me feel torn
And insecure
Maybe it’s walls you built up
Maybe it’s the way you talk
The way you move
Maybe it’s the way
I’ll never be close enough
I’ll never be close enough to you

We both look up at the same moon
Is there a chance you love me too?
Even after all this time
There’s not a day I don’t think of you

Maybe it’s your storm
Maybe it’s the way you made me feel torn
And insecure
Maybe it’s walls you built up
Maybe it’s the way you talk
The way you move
Maybe it’s the way
I’ll never be close enough
I’ll never be close enough to you
We both look up at the same moon
Is there a chance you love me too?
Even after all this time
There’s not a day I don’t think of you

Maybe it’s your storm
Maybe it’s the way you made me feel torn
And insecure
Maybe it’s walls you built up
Maybe it’s the way you talk
The way you move
Maybe it’s the way
I’ll never be close enough
I’ll never be close enough to you