[Verse]
I don't know
I just don't know how I wanna start this flow
I wanna show these bitches what they don't know
I wanna make these bitches scream a different woah, yeah
But I don't know
I don't know how to freestyle on this beat though
Maybe it'll come to me like heat pro
Maybe it'll come to me like she low
Maybe it'll pop and I'll go off on every dumb hoe
Maybe every thot and every thought I think will go home
Think about a lot of shit to say to you and only you
Hey I think I gained some followers like maybe two
Maybe you include your two cents in your view
Criticize just what you want, it'll bother just a few
Yeah, I'm broke as shit so don't expect to see me pay attention
To your shit only worried 'bout my state of pension
Fuck the pension, I don't work for any inauspicious
I'm my own boss, CEO of my own business
Tell me to sign a deal sign my life away
Ha, yeah, fuck that, everyday ain't no fucking way
Yeah, but I don't know
Success is on my mind until I finally glow
Until my ice flood every wrist inside my squad though
Until were fuckin' buying kilos in the metro
Yeah, life's a curse
To kill a broken butterfly that's on my nerves
And then you ask yourself is that what he deserved?
Back of the hearse making everybody feel concern
Always dream big never look back
Yellow brick road but somehow I'm still in mid-track
I look ahead, I'm so ahead, I feel like I could slack
I never slack, hear a diss and see me clap back
I never lose like I'm running track
Started running skipping crawling like I'm so advanced
Or I'm racing in my mind ahead by 40 laps
I dropped a hundred and you tried, but still I got it back (yeah)
I need to take a breath
I need to chill before I lose my shit and beat the ref
And beat the police department, nobody's been taken in
Taken to justice for the death on Juan to everyone
Yeah, and I don't want my life
I wish that I could trade him mine so he'd be fine
I wish that I could bring him back and take his place
And just erase myself from life and from this place in space
Yeah, and when my momma asks what's wrong
I just tell her that I'm tired I can't tell her all along
That I'm gone and that nobody can save me anymore
I can't tell the one that gave me life I don't want it no more
(I don't want it no more)
No, studio
It's the only thing that keeps me on my feet and toes
Built inside my house inside my bedroom though
But my girlfriend is coming so you gotta go
Do you know that what you do just makes me glow
That this pain is sweet and low
That I'm finally gonna grow (yeah)
But how'd you know that I didn't wanna know
That I didn't wanna hear but you made it loud and clear
Real life
You think that you can die and just get re-revived
Think you're invincible and do whatever and survive
But I got news for you, your fear has finally arrived
And I despise
Despise this world and everyone that lives inside
Be prepared for what's to come, for what I've got in line
You don't ever wanna miss it yeah I'm 'bout to shine