156/Silence
Healing Process (Leave of Absence)

You don't get it
You won't get away
I find it funny how you'd leave but won't lead, won't lean
Won't see me

I don't wanna play a part, I don't wanna give it all a name (A name)
No gain (No gain)
I felt it all revolve around (Revolve around)
Your grave (Your grave) With no grace (No grace)
You don't get it

You don't get it
I've dug myself into deeper, leave me out of the dreams I started (I started)
Outsmarted (Outsmarted)
With a glimpse of your teeth I'll go ahead and proceed to fall in (To fall in)
To crawl in (To crawl in)
Call it as I can see it, I won't believe it unless

I feel it all tear away from the paths that we formеd
With the blood that leaked through mе
I've seen far worse than you know
You don't get it

There's no winning
They love to fall into line but can't seem to get along without a law (A law)
Without their God (Their God)
Having every good reason to retreat from bereavement fastened
(Fastened)
Settled (Settled)
With theatrical sequences, I hope the bleeding persists
Giving in (I'm giving in)
I've given all I've gotten (Giving in)
My God is not from above these clouds holding toxic contagions
But as it falls, I'm giving

Looking above, knowing you're not
Send my coffin to the place of cancellation, give me extinction
Hear me or not, I'll be your God
Mend my trauma with a brief moment
Relieve me of these demons that you held

I feel it all tear away from the paths that we formed
With the blood that leaked through me
I've seen far worse than you know
You don't get it

You don't get it (It)

Is this what you wanted?
Is it your warning?

I don't wanna think of us
I don't wanna think what we could be
I don't wanna think of love
I don't wanna think of how it should be
I don't wanna feel a pulse
I don't wanna feel it all consume me
I don't really wanna know
I don't really wanna know