156/Silence
Problem Addict
Nothing to please you
You problem addict, caught in a fog
Brought to life to only be forgotten. You aren’t wanted. Funny how you devolved
Never paused to learn the lesson taught ‘cause you’re a one trick pony trotting down a dirt road of disaster
One trick pony trotting down a dirt road of disaster
Where’s your master you motherfucker?
Desolation sinks in. It’s a meager dissent
As the fallacy lives, don’t you wish you gave in?
Covered under all of your woes. Accusations never made you stronger
Don’t you wonder how the problems resolve? Speculating nothing, you just follow
Half the time you just fucking lie all your pride down on the floor with all self-admiration
While defiant, I won’t deny this is all lacking of virtue. Processed to be burdened
Not a crime to me to be violent to the ones that deserve it. I scoff at the herding
I’ll be Pilate, you be Christ. Everyone you love will desert you just to hurt you
You fucking coward
Desolation sinks in. It’s a meager dissent
As the fallacy lives, don’t you wish you gave in?
You’re stuck under all of the weight you put upon yourself for no reason
You are on your two knees with fingers in your mouth, choking
For pleasure, you can’t seem to get enough. Pulling inwards
You are crawling towards the sources of your qualms, suffering
Calm but inside you tremble to the core. I can sense it
Gone and forgotten. You lacked the devotion
Receding to the place that you belong