I never tried so hard or gone so far

I built myself to be deserving of your attention
Did I even mention how blind I'd been?
To your selfish indifferences, to my own inconsistences
Will make me enter an early grave

Did I even mention how blind I had been?

My own inconsistences
Left me begging for your philosophies
Distraught by these false lines you taught
I followed you like a dog without a second thought

Don't you know that I was–
Desperate for your affection?
It's become an affliction, the satisfaction–
I crave!