[Verse 1: Bryann Trejo]
It ain't easy being me, though, pray for brother Bryann
Alligator skin, back bone, and the spine
Man, I miss my twin, though, God knows I ain't lyin'
I wish I had my twin, though, and time could just rewind
When my nephew Ryann left the home, it punched me in my stomach
Whatever, though, he strugglin' with, I know he'll overcome it
I love my oldest daughter, yet, I feel so disrespected
I swear the girl can cut me, when she get to talkin' reckless (Reckless)
Be the first to say I'm not the greatest father
I hope my heart and posture right, when standin' at the altar (Altar)
And, be the first to tell the public, I'm so flawed
If life had a remote control, I promise I press pause
See, the things we joke about, ain't for the mouth of a saint
They could do it if they want, but look, I know that I can't
Man, I'm determined to be a godly man, watch the way you talk to man
Spiritual vision like I'm livin' in this hallowed land
I'm tryna get my stuff together before Delany come out
Hey, I'm excited, I can't wait until my baby come out, uh
Plus, Reggie comin' back this summer, it gon' be a happy summer
If they don't know what time we on it, give dem boys yo daddy number
Hey, one day, God gon' take me home and all you'll have is this
Heart to heart on instruments you can play back to your kids
My daddy was a gangsta, then he turned to a pastor
He let Jesus in his life and he lived happily ever after, yeah
[Chorus: Bryann Trejo]
Maybe, when I'm gone, you'll understand the way I feel (I feel)
Even through a song, I let the whole world hear my tear (My tear)
Maybe, when I'm gone, you'll play this song here on repeat (On repeat)
Maybe, when I'm gone, you'll open up your book and read (Book and read)
Got heaven in my heart (My heart), got heaven on my side (My side)
Got heaven in my heart (My heart), got heaven on my side, my side

[Verse 2: Bryann Trejo]
When someone tries to leave my life, man, I just let 'em (Man, I just let 'em)
If they don't wanna stay, believe me, I don't beg 'em (I don't beg 'em)
Hey, what I look like tryna kiss some butt to keep someone (Keep someone)
I always lift you up and do my best to teach you so
So many left me with a wounded heart, I lost my view
God split this red sea in my life, so I could walk on through
You mad at God, cuz' things ain't go the way, you want it too
Time to repent today like God, I need to talk to you
Pray for your purity, hey, pray for self control
Don't be like everybody in this world that sells their soul, uh
Show some maturity and please keep Jesus close
Submit to the holy ghost, bro, when evil does approach ya
Back then, it was swisher sweets, [?] filled with weed (Weed)
Now, these days in scriptures and gospel is what I need (What I need)
Back then, it was Henny, some Remy, and the some Gin
Hey, now it's livin' water inside me, I'm done with sin, yeah
[Chorus: Bryann Trejo]
Maybe, when I'm gone, you'll understand the way I feel (I feel)
Even through a song, I let the whole world hear my tear (My tear)
Maybe, when I'm gone, you'll play this song here on repeat (On repeat)
Maybe, when I'm gone, you'll open up your book and read (Book and read)
Got heaven in my heart (My heart), got heaven on my side (My side)
Got heaven in my heart (My heart), got heaven on my side, my side