[Intro: dogxanax]
This is dogxanax and I wanna fuckin' kill myself
This is doggie and you’re listening to ULTRACLUB4K
[Verse 1: døves]
Smoke's burning up my lungs, pullin' at my eyes
And I don’t wanna feel your tears in my bed tonight
And I don’t wanna turn my back on your heart of knives
But I don’t wanna talk
And yeah, I got a secret, I don’t wanna keep it
Did you really love me?
Do you really mean it?
And did you really feel it?
I don’t wanna go back, I don’t wanna need it
[Sample: La Bouche]
If I had a dream tonight
I'd dream that I'd be with you
If I had a wish tonight
I'd wish you would love me too
I'll tell you a secret
[Verse 2: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal & døves]
Synchronistic and confusing, time folds on itself
Baby, will you leave the light on?
Secret sun blog, secrets I can’t tell
Hoping that I’m not unconscious, just unknowing (hoping that I’m not)
I don’t even know myself ([?])
Symbols here have left me wanting and uneasy (Who I really am)
I know nothing else (At all)
I say that I love you one too many times
I thought I could go without, baby, I lied
Think of us in lifetimes, Springs Eternal Døves Cry
Shadows in the background, cover my eyes
Here I am alone I wander (here I am alone)
Three computers (heart of knives)
Wallow in all I felt
Got my arms tied behind my back (backing off)
I came to the altar by myself (I and I, I and I)
[Verse 3: døves]
I thought I saw you in a dream tonight
But I, I’m not really sure it was you
I thought I felt you in the trees tonight
But I, I’m the one tyin' the noose
Probably misreadin' the ruins