Now everything I do just reminds me of you

[Verse 1: Lil Lotus]
And I don't want you to see this
Maybe I miss you too much
I scream in my sleep, do you hear me
Or am I not screaming enough
And I'd give anything just to hear your heartbeat
And bring you back to life
And you have a grandson, he looks just like you
I tell him all the time

[Hook: Lil Lotus]
I was 17, I lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
Now everything I do just reminds me of you

It reminds me of you

[Hook: Lil Lotus]
I was 17, I lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
Now everything I do just reminds me of you
[Verse 2: Fats'e]
I know you're just testing me
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories, to pass the time
I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out of my head sometimes

Of my head sometimes

[Hook: Lil Lotus]
I was 17, I lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
Now everything I do just reminds me of you