I don't really know where I'm going
I know where I've been
It doesn't really feel like I'm moving
Where do I begin

And I'm always wishing
That I never tried so hard to please you
When I do
I'm so see-through

Then you'll say
Will you still be there
Well I don't really know
When will it leave me
This feeling I know

It's on my mind
Wasting all my time
I'm scared it's gonna hurt me for the rest of my life
I'll never call you
Cause I don't want to
Recount the pain I've been through

Wish I didn't know
I could feel this way
You took away the sun and then wished me brighter days
And now I'm crying
Memories dying
But tell me
What is new?
Will you still be there
Well I don't really know
When will it leave me
This feeling I know