Vardaan Arora
​thirty under thirty
[Verse 1]
Late 20's
I'm in still in my bed
Taste the tequila
Damn, this is death

Flip the magazine
Reading 'bout my friends
Self-esteem
Down, down, down again

I'll fake it
While you make it
Damn I hate this
Again

[Chorus]
I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list
I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit
I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit
I should be happy for you
But I'm just a little jealous

[Post-Chorus]
What
What
What the fuck am I doing?
What
What
What the fuck am I doing?

What
What
What the fuck am I doing?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it takin' so long?

[Verse 2]
Am I hardly working
Or working too hard?
Messes me up, so I'm off to the bar

So I'm out here drinking
And overthinking

Am I doing too much? Am I doing enough?
Am I making a fuss? Someone call my bluff
Is this really what I love? Does it give me a rush?
What if it's not enough?

[Chorus]
I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list
I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit
I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit
I should be happy for you
But I'm just a little jealous
[Post-Chorus]
What
What
What the fuck am I doing?

What
What
What the fuck am I doing?

What
What
What the fuck am I doing?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it takin' so long?

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list
I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit
I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit
I should be happy for you
But I'm just a little jealous