Convince myself to lie
Feeling vulnerable all the time
Really didn't mean to
Tell you what you've been through

Are you where you want to be
Or are you frozen in your lease?
Acting off emotion
Stripped of serotonin

Count your days
With razor blades
Stuck inside your sun-bleached haze

Jaded red all over again
Sorrow bled straight through
Why'd you let me in?

Lie and say I'm fine
Selfish state of mind

Old postcards
Hanging all along my fridge
You won't get too far
If you got my scars still on your wrist
Count your days
With razor blades
Stuck inside your sun-bleached haze

Jaded red all over again
Sorrow bled straight through
Why'd you let me in?