My blood is thin it leaves me drained
I can't change the way I'm built
Today I think I am weak from all the drugs I take
I think I am doomed to be a man one day
Courage is my friend today
Oh, a path I chose to keep me sane
I cannot, help disguise this searing pain
'Cause I'm not born to be a man
And ohh you'll always know
This time the world will try and change you
Now we're feeling old

'Cause I am heartless and deprived
I think I am a failure by design
Watch me as I struggle in my mind
Well I'm too young to cope
Yeah, you could have been a man

All I see is the air that you breathe
Watch me as I choke
I should have let you live at home
Come, watch me as I bleed
It's not a crime to fall apart
If you had left me at the start
Well I'm too young to be alone
You and I could fall asleep like a forest in the snow

I think I am a failure by design
Watch me as I struggle in my mind
Well I'm too young to choke
You could have been a man
Yeah, you could have been a man, oh god
You could have been
It hurts like hell she would know

'Cause I'm heartless and deprived
I think I am a failure by design
Watch me as I struggle in my mind
Well I'm too young to choke
You could have been a man
Yeah, you could have been a man, oh god
You could have been
It hurts like hell she would know