I'm so aware of all my moods
All my moods around you
What if I remove,
What if I remove myself from the action?
Knowing every move,
Knowing every move is a reaction
My mood is a pendulum
I don't think you can handle it
Even awake, I dream of you,
Dream of you leaving me.
What if I refuse,
What if I refuse to let that happen?
All the things I do, all the things I do to make you happy.
Cannot give it a name.
It exists as a soft persistence.
You told me I should never change.
1, 2, 3, 4
I cannot accept the weight of all this.
Will you listen when I'm talking in my severed logic?
If you agree, you open yourself up to something tragic.
If you would then I could stand the aging
I'm so aware of all my moods,
All my moods around you
What if I remove,
What if I remove myself from the action?
Knowing every move,
Knowing every move is a reaction