I'm sitting here cryin' cause I'm alive
I don't know why
I'm still in this country

Hole in my heart, but all the parts still work at night
When worry floods me and
I feel ashamed
Because phantom fears are boring
And I'm trying to be brave

Falling asleep with books in my bed
I dream in fear
The last words you said when you
Packed up your things and left me for dead
I hope that you'll be back here again

But now I feel ashamed
Because what's the use in crying?
When I'm trying to be great

No you in me
Just the sound of my voice in the void of this house
And the crows in the tree
Staring me down 'til I'm fearless again