Ocean Beats
That Special Day
[Intro]
I know shit seems real weird right now
I might kill a motherfucker out of spite right now
I really feel like puttin' up a fuckin’ fight right now
'Cause I been kickin', screamin’, punchin' all night, right now

[Verse 1]
The homies notice how I'm rhymin'
Asked me when will I be signin'
Told 'em "I don't fuckin' know
Get off my dick and stop the lyin’"
Bitch, I swear you never knew me
All your words just go right through me
If you’re mad, then fuckin' sue me
If you’re pissed, then fuckin' shoot me
Do it look like I care?
I'll fuckin' tell you what is rare
I’m thinkin' of dying everyday
And you're out laughing at the fair?
Yeah, I'm waiting on respect
Had enough of the neglect
Man, I just fuckin' saved your life
And now you're acting like I'm dead
I'm up to here with my regrets
And you're the one that I suspect
Man, go take your interjections
Shove 'em down your fuckin' neck
I'm the one with the effect to make the real correct select
I'll take this Glock and aim direct
And rearrange your defects
[Beat Switch: Beat 2]

[Verse 1 (Continued)]
Make it quick if God will take me
Take it slow if Satan's first
I've had the chance to be an angel
But my demons drove my hearse
I'm tryna calm my fuckin' thoughts
But it's just rage that I disperse
I danced with ghosts and they all told me
"We ain't the ones that made the curse"
As you can see, I haven't changed
But I'm still plannin' on success
Come fuck around and drop a verse
'Cause you will be the second best
It might be death up late knockin'
But regret's my second guess
They tryna conceal all my rage
I blow just like a weapon test, bitch

[Bridge]
I'm not one to judge a man by his past mistakes
But know that everyone that kicked me the curb gon' feel the hate
I seen death at my bed, seen the Devil cockin' lead
And I seen what that can do to someone with no fuckin' friends
[Beat Switch: Beat 1]

[Verse 2]
This ain't no pussy bitch shit
I'm just layin' down the facts
I swear you people are some clowns
You push my anger to the max
I will separate your eyes from ya head real fast
AndI will shove them down your throat
So you can't tell me to relax
I know you fuckers want a piece
So come and slice it yourself
You're fuckin' runnin' out of lies
Me thinks ya really need some help
Take this pencil, write some shit that makes ya seem real smart, ay
Quit you're fuckin' cryin', you really are faint of heart

[Interlude]
I wish I told my Mama why I failed my classes
Wish I told my father that I needed glasses
Pray that God don't think that I've had too many chances
Seein' ghouls and "grunks", what's in this drank? Shit, acid

[Beat Switch: Beat 2]

[Verse 2 (Continued)]
I've heard it way too many times
What's your story again?
"Yeah, I'm too busy with my ego to acknowledge my friends
I'm too busy smokin' weed in my Dad's new Benz
I'm too fuckin' addicted to study for just a quiz"
Had enough of yo games, and had enough of your shit
You spend a week with that girl
Can't even fuckin' commit
I didn't think you was a snake
Just a little off the liqour
You're too cool to show up early
But your dick ain't gettin' bigger
[Bridge]
Quit ya stupid fuckin' trick-ass little plottin' on me
Stop pushin' smoking and sniffing and oxycontin on me
I'm just a teen, should I really be thinking these things?
I just don't see your joyous shit, It's only darkness you bring

[Beat Switch: Beat 1]

[Verse 3]
This my last fuckin' verse, so I gotta air it out
I'mma say this one more time so you know just what I'm about
All you schemin' little demons can sneak your way to my life
I guess I'll just have to shoot ya if I can't make things right
Let me set the record straight:
You have lost all my affection
I've seen your antics before
You headed in the wrong direction
Yeah, I know you got connections
Bring 'em all for your protection
Fuck 'em all, the only thing
I got to lose is my erection
You don't contribute nothin' to my fucked up mind
But you love to mix drugs like they was lemon and lime
Sly bitches love to slither 'round my house and my health
The only thing we can agree on is it's always fuck 12

[Beat Switch: Beat 2]

[Verse 3 (Continued)]
Can't you see I'm on my last fuckin' sliver of life?
I'm tryna not wake up early, stay up late every night
Suck my motherfuckin' cock, you hoes ain't know shit
You the sensitive one, so who you callin' a bitch?
I can't stand you little snakes
And your greasy little lies
We've never said a word
You ask "how red are my eyes?"
I'm ditchin' every fuckin' party and event you'll ever see
Because killin' myself just don't seem worth it to me