[Intro]
I'm buildin' up my walls now, I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
(x2)
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I'm tryna be a better person, I've been working hard
It's hard to be my better version with a broken heart
I want to spend my life with you, but I'm too scared to start
'Cause every time I take that step it all just falls apart

[Verse 2]
Wanna give you my love and just give you my heart, but I'm scared you're gonna smash that shit
Girl, I'm so in love with you, wanna know how you feel, but I'm never gon' ask that shit
'Cause I'm afraid that you don't feel the same and I know if you don't it's gon' trash my shit
Never numb to the pain, I still feel everything and girl my heart's at risk

[Verse 3]
I know sometimes I let my feel come first and cut you off
I know you don't deserve all that, but I scared of love
I'm on the edge, I'm living fast 'cause I done had enough
Of all these sleepless nights at home healing my pain with drugs
[Verse 4]
I'm tryna listen to my heart, it says that you're the one
But I've been broke so many times, I don't trust anyone
I wish that I could take back all the trauma and damage done
'Cause anytime I love somebody I just dip and run

[Chorus]
I'm buildin' up my walls now, I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
(x2)
Yeah, eh

[Outro]
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Oh, woah-oh-oh-oh
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Oh, uh