[Intro]
Nah, nah, nah (Nah, nah, nah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh

[Chorus]
Lately I wanna kill myself, but I'm too scared to try
I know my family's better off if I just went and died
I know I've been a burden, but I promise no more
I know that I just make your life harder, I'm sure
Lately I just wanna kill myself, I'm scared to try
Know my family's better off if I just went and died
I know I've been a burden, but I promise no more
I know that I make your life harder, I'm sure

[Verse]
The shit that I done been through in my life made me a demon
Post-traumatic stress, it got me wakin' up screamin'
I know that everybody would feel better if I was gone
'Cause all I ever did was give them shit to stress on
But, mama, don't you worry, I'm about to make it right
My gun up to my head, my hand is shakin' from the fright
Mama, I'm so sorry for the stress that I keep bringin' in your life
I say "I love you" one last time and pull the trigger it's good night
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[Chorus]
Lately I wanna kill myself, but I'm too scared to try
I know my family's better off if I just went and died
I know I've been a burden, but I promise no more
I know I make your life so much harder, I'm sure
Lately I wanna kill myself, but I'm too scared to try
I know my family's better off if I just went and died
I know I've been a burden, but I promise no more
I know that I just make your life harder, I'm sure
[Verse 2]
I hope my family can feel better when they see that I'm gone
Now they never have to deal with all the stress I brought on
Only lived a short life, but, Lord, I did so much wrong
Only lived to twenty-four, but that shit lasted too long
I'm comin' to the sky, I hear the angels singin'
I can hear the bells up in Heaven ringin'
Leave my pain down here on Earth, in Heaven I'll be free
My heartbeat is finally calm in Heaven, think I found peace

[Outro]
Lately I wanna kill myself, but I'm too scared to try
Know my family's better off if I just went and died
I know I've been a burden, but I promise no more
I know that I just make your life harder, I'm sure
Lately I wanna kill myself, but I'm too scared to try
I know my family's better off if I just went and died
I know I've been a burden, but I promise no more
I know that I just make your life harder, I'm sure