[Chorus]
Mama, when you find this letter, I'll be dead and gone
I hope you know I tried to fight, but I can't hold on
I'm sorry mama, but it's time that I say goodbye
Just think of me when you staring at the starts in the sky

[Verse]
It's been year after year of me constantly drownin'
They told me I'd find peace with time, but I still haven't found it
They said one day I'd escape hell, but I ain't made it out yet
And the devil on my shoulder, well, this year he's the loudest

[Chorus]
Mama, when you find this letter, I'll be dead and gone
I hope you know I tried to fight, but I can't hold on
I'm sorry mama, but it's time that I say goodbye
Just think of me when you staring at the starts in the sky

[Post-Chorus]
Mama, bury me in black with some pictures of home
Tell my siblings that I'm sorry, I can't watch them grow old