INFINITE FEELINGS! (#RIPX)

[Part One: infinity (888)]



[Spoken Intro: XXXTentacion]

If worse thing comes to worse

I fuckin’ die a tragic - death or some shit

And I’m not able to - see out my dreams

I at least want to know - that my life made - at least 5 million kids - happy

Or they found some sort of answers or resolve in my life

Because I know - my goal in the end and I know what I want...



[Verse: Henry Draw]

He was, as real as they came, the smarts and the brain

Ruined his image just because of different claims

He left this world feelin’ nothing but sad and pain

He turned his life around then died, it’s such a shame

I know he did bad things, but he was getting betta’

Helping children out when he used to palm Berettas

All the people on Twitter say he’s nothing but harm

But he’s helped so many people out with his charm

This man was twenty years old and being laid to rest

He had his window down just to be shot in the chest

He turned his life around after being so stressed

He turned his life around after his damn arrests

Now we asking, “Question Mark”, and we feelin’ 17

Because our Bad Vibes Forever really makin’ a scene

His shit made us crawl out of skins and homes

We ALONE, we feelin’ SAD!, we don’t speak spanish, lol

This has hit me even harder than I thought

I feel distraught, my stomach turned into a knot, I hope the killer gets caught

I hope he rot for all the pain he’s causin’ us

You want a Louis bag, but was it really worth robbin’ us, too?



[Spoken Outro: XXXTentacion & (Adam22)]

Ha ha!

Ha!

Safe shots!

Ha ha!

(A-Akademiks could ask you who you want to fade, and whatever, yeah)

Ah



[Part 2: RIOT]



[Spoken Intro: XXXTentacion]

Nah, I don’t, I don’t wanna fade anybody

Bruh, I wanna fade myself, bruh

I wanna fight myself, ‘cause in the end of the day, like

I am, I am my best friend, and I am my worst enemy

So it’s like, as I’ve learned to fear myself

I’ve learned to control myself, so

I don’t want to fight anyone, because

In that - in this journey of understanding myself and becoming what I truly want to become

I understand that like - the - like - my, my true, true, true, true thing is to change myself

So that’s - that’s what I’m doing, and I’m just trying to make sure I do it in comfort

I’m trying to make sure I do it in style, I’m trying to make sure

That I don’t have to go through this grime shit to really become a better person, because I’m growing



[Producer Tag]

Luke White on the beat



[Verse: Henry Draw]

Something fishy goin’ on, killers actin’ like chicken

They should take they masks off, show us just how wicked

You hide behind a bloody face to protect yourselves

But your black SUV is the ultimate lead

2Pac and Biggie died in similar ways

I just want this killer’s mist no longer maintained

I’m not saying he was on that same level

But to this generation, X was like a motherfucking king

It was a sting while eating dinner to find out everything

One hour he was with us, then he up like a spring

Now I’m crying, bitches Look At Me, I no longer swing

To his music, the memory makes me feel like pain is a friend

He’s brought me such great art for me to listen to

Now Ski Mask the only way we get new brew

I’m sure you knew, something was gonna happen, psychic like Mew

But out of rappers you were way too low in my queue

It’s way too soon to see you go, I still barely believe it

Self-reflection on my mind, and I’m feelin’ so split

I feel like I did nothing wrong, but I still feel like I’m shit

For so many things that I tried to fix, but whatever

Some of it true, I ain’t denying it

The girl ain’t pregnant, but I’m just eyein’ it

If this was beef then why the fuck they ain’t iron it?

Need Revenge, put the bitch in the Moonlight, I so desire it

Even if you didn’t like him, this is fucked up

A young black man killed after he stopped bein’ stuck up

Even his ex is grieving for X, even after their “hookups”

Don’t just stand there, help the poor man, who needs a close up?

You said it yourself, you such a paratrooper

So I wish this event was all but just a rumor

So Roll in Peace to X, the ultimate trooper

So sad PC took you down like Anderson Cooper



[Spoken Outro: XXXTentacion, (DJ Akademiks), Henry Draw]

(Do - do - do you believe, because of your power, um, maybe even on that level, the judicial level, it might be like, “Yo, he’s too influential”?

You might have to -)

Then the only answer would be to kill me

And I’ll say it right here on your livestream, that would be your only answer, to kill me

Because then if I kill myself, y’know what I’m sayin’?

That reflect - bruh, that’s a reflection, bro

The only answer would be to kill me

But kill me for what? My goals are positive!

Like I just said, I just want to help!

Go to “17” and see what I’m saying, go listen to my album, “17”, and go see what I’m saying

I just want to help

I just want people to fucking relax

Because, bro, I wanted that when I was younger

And I got a piece of that-

“And they say it's the White man I should fear

But it's my own kind doin' all the killin' here”

2Pac Shakur, 1996

This quote still fits, and it makes me sick