MARETU
Disillusioned (English Cover)
[Verse 1]

Our gazes meet
Why can’t you see
I desperately
Want to connect?
Remain discrete
And stay unseen
Please notice me
Please notice me

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s so hard to accept
That what you want more than anything is something you can never obtain
But holding in my stress won’t make me feel any better, will it?
(So, I guess I’ll just exaggerate the pain...!)

[Chorus]

Taking to extremes just to make myself believe
“You in love with me” isn’t just a fantasy
But it’s temporary so I continue to pretend
Even though I know not a single thing will change in the end...

[Verse 2]

I instantly
Felt my heart beat
The moment we
Just barely met
But now I see
I’m being weak
Forgive me please
Please

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I could forget
All of time that we passed together, memories we tenderly made
It fills me with regret ‘cause nothing good can last forever
(Just the thought of it is making me afraid...!)

[Chorus]

Praying that this dream of a life with you and me
Living happily will become reality
As I try to fight away this excruciating dread
Hoping to delay all the fear I have to face up ahead


[Bridge]

So tell me when
My suffering will end and just how much more of this I have to endure
So tell me when
I’ll quit playing pretend and get the attention that I’m begging you for

Taking to extremes just to make myself believe
“You in love with me” isn’t just a fantasy
Now I think I’m gonna go just a little bit insane
Feel my passion grow, getting harder to contain

[Chorus]
Trading body heat in a haze of ecstasy
So insanely sweet that it makes me wanna scream
All along the journey home dragging tired, heavy legs
Happy to be shown such extraordinary kindheartedness!!

All of your kindheartedness

[Outro]

These memories
Of revelry
I’ve buried deep
Inside my head
Why did it need
To be conceived?
It couldn’t be...

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