[Verse 1]
Can't even eat, can't even sleep, can't even find a friend that I can keep
Can't even know I'll get better cause I'm sick and tired, my body is broken and weak
They say I'm okay, they call it phase
They say I'll soon come to see my better days
My better days are all in the past, the day that I want is only my last

[Chorus]
Everyday I wake up same old shit, same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish, it would be when I die to be missed
Everything I do just feels so wrong, these 17 years been way too long
Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs
Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest and don't filter out what I say
Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good, you say how you been I say okay
Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I know you want me to be happy, I really don't think it's in my DNA

[Verse 2]
I want the best for me too, you think I wanna be sad and I wanna be blue?
I wanna work on myself, I wanna start being me and stop looking at you
I wanna do something right, when you're in the dark, I wanna help be your light
When you're not okay, I just want you to know it'll end and everything's gonna be right
The bottle is empty, ain't more pills, so much pain I'm bouta feel
I need a drug that'll take my emotion away and just make it not feel like its real
I need a feeling to stay that'll make all my time on this earth feel like it's worth
My only curse, that is my birth, how do I feel? I'm only worse
[Chorus]
Everyday I wake up same old shit, same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish, it would be when I die to be missed
Everything I do just feels so wrong, these 17 years been way too long
Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs
Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest and don't filter out what I say
Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good, you say how you been I say okay
Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I know you want me to be happy, I really don't think it's in my DNA