[Verse]
Don't act like you care cause you probably don’t
Don't say you'll be there cause I know that you won’t
Repetitive relationships, put my trust into others and I always end up alone
I need a bullet to go through my dome
You can tell by my tone that somethin' is wrong
I'm tired of lookin' at this fuckin' room
I'm tired of waking up feeling the blues
My heart's black as tar that I've put in my lungs
The songs that I make, when I make are not fun
I shine but I die while I burn like the sun
When faced with a problem, my choice is to run
I say that I’d rather die and some people take that shit as a joke
They laugh and they smile so fucking hard
I bet they would laugh if I took a rope
Then tied that bitch into a fuckin noose
Then stood the fuck up on a fuckin’ chair
Jump and then struggle, fighting for air
Suicide note reads, "I didn't care,"
My life would be perfect if I was dead or maybe I haven’t taken my meds
And all of the thoughts are just rushing back
And I just forgot how to deal with that
Yeah, maybe that's it, that's why I'm feelin’ like this
That's why I feel like if I died right now, I probably wouldn't be missed
Positivity on E, no one could clean up the mess that is me
I push away everyone that I meet, why have a purpose you can't even see?
[Chorus]
My heads fucked up, fuck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug
My heads fucked up, fuck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug
My heads fucked up, fuck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug
My heads fucked up, fuck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug