Long living
Rooms spinnin like the vinyl whistle fuckin tunes
Bodies on my side, see them soon
Fuckas talk a lot of pride till they overdue
I see more in you
But what's a fucka gotta do?

Seen the pictures perfect
Worthless me, steady hidden in the curtains
The world got a chip for my shoulder this shit been hurtin
Tryna love myself, but ego steady curving
I miss you so, but I ain't worth the work you fuckin put in

I been down and out
Fuckas barkin, till they leave the pound
It's heavy now
Bes believe I'm tuckin in, but lay my thoughts up, catch the fuckin foul
My eyes let me down
But he steady now

I ain't with the shit they asking for
Been more than thoughts screamin through the door
Can't feel my face like I ain't wore my skin before
Voice creepin through the floor
Taught myself since age 4
Fuckas think it's hit or miss
Can't pop a pill for fuckin shit
I ain't tryna catch a fix
Problems leave me lunatic
I'm passing limits
Tell my kids that poppa had it different
Can't see the image
Life been a trip that ain't never finish

Fuckas think it's hit or miss
Can't pop a pill for fuckin shit
I ain't tryna catch a fix
Problems leave me lunatic 2x

I been doing this my whole life, know
That I can't stay as this type, don't
Follow my words unto the tight rope
Know these things goin get better
But for right now they won't