[Verse 1]
I wanna tell him I'm grateful
But don't trust his angle
Why the times gettin' hateful
I'm wakin' up to a shameful
Face the mirror and dangle
Lace the rope till I'm angel
Pops didn't want his son
Till it seemed he could bring in the funds (Could you give me some?)
It's like you was there for a minute
But can't see the damage you done
Poison your lungs and drink till your numb
I know you hurt, but you don't adjust
Wasn't enough, nobody trust
Now I hate living as much
Now I hate living as much
Now I hate living as much
Mama tryna rise me right
Can't feel my spine
You got all this time, don't worry it's fine
Half past 9 and I ain't sleep all night
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

[Chorus]
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimеs
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
[Verse 2]
I'm gonna losе my shit
Or maybe I already did
I don't wanna miss just being a kid
Innocent but I had my fits
I couldn't tell what it is
Thought I was normal like this
School had me panickin', worse as it gets
Couldn't get grip
Life was a bitch and I wasn't ready for shit

[Chorus]
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

[Verse 3]
Remind me again
How you gonna be my friend?
Stuck in my head, maybe they hate me instead
Maybe I'll never get up out the pen
I'm sorry you had to be there when I was practically dead
Inside for hours, wouldn't get up out of bed
Sleep 'cause the pain didn't follow me then
Hate myself more than anyone could
Life never felt so good, whoops, misunderstood
I would've ended my shit if I could
I would've ended my shit if I could
[Outro]
Sick of this shit
I send my love but I'll bury it quick
I'm paper thin, my patience dim
I'm hiding in sight but won't let you in
Fuck it I guess I'll try living again
Fuck it I guess I'll try living again