I been around for a minute now
I seen a lot I won't admit at all
I haven't been home in a minute woah
I see people I don't know that wanna call me by my first name
Fuck 'em they don't know me get the worst ay
I haven't been home in a minute, woah
I tell the bottle everything they don't know 'bout what I been through
I got friends tryna leave me on this planet alone
Now where the fuck I'ma go, woah
I thought I was finished with it, no panic attack
I been on my way out before what you know 'bout that
I feel like I shouldn't have gave a hundred been dead, woah

I'm still stuck inside the middle of thе same place
Same pacе, same face everyday
Wide awake, woah
Handling my business, that's the way I handle pain
Playing with the thoughts, they still playin' with my name
Talkin' with my downsides tell me which to blame, woah woah

No ice glitter wrist, no froze
Still been on my shit, no show
How I watch them reap, what they sow
Don't come around no, like you know
They been waiting on collapse
I can't blame myself again, no relapse
No relax, I'm detached, if they ask, woah
I been silent, you just fuck face
We ain't blood just 'cause it's last name
I ain't comin' home 'til it's my payday, woah