[Verse 1]
I keep making jokes
I don't know what to do
'Cause I am pretty sure you hate me
And I am clearly still in love with you

This wasn't the plan
It was only a problem
A problem I could never solve
Oh, I wonder if you've got it

And I've got friends who've never met you
They're glad that they can say that
But I am pretty sure they'd rather bleed
Before they let me call you back

[Chorus]
I've just got scared of everyone
You've ever known
You've tried to leave
I've tried to run
I hit the ground
I saw you walking to your car
And maybe one day I'll get up
And learn to breathe through coffee cups
And then I'll leave this situation
And I will show off all my scars
[Verse 2]
And I'm sorry if I jump out my window
I just don't like walking to my car
I'll use the fall to think about escape routes
To the reservoir

You said I should fix my self-esteem
If I am never getting out of bed again
But all my confidence was wasted
And all my self-esteem was broken

Can we ignore
The coffee stains on my fingers
And the way your cellphone lingers
Over every conversation that we have

'Cause you get bored
And I know I'm not exciting
Now I know that you're not either
I'm running out things to say
Well, I'm so glad that you did

[Bridge]
And I
I see your headlights coming
But I am happy to sit here
I am happy to sit here
And I
I see you headlights coming
But I'll lie down in the road
'Cause there is no sense in running away
[Chorus]
And I'm still get scared of everyone
You've ever known
You've tried to leave
And I've tried to run
I hit the ground
While you walking to your car
And maybe one day I'll get up
And learn to breathe through coffee cups
And then I'll leave this situation
And I can show off all my scars